FIRST TIME

Recently, several of my friends were gathered together one evening just swapping girl talk. Some of are divorced, some never married, some living with boy friends, and others living alone. At a previous gathering we had agreed to divulged the recollections of our first experience. Some of the girls were very reluctant since this is one of the most private things in a girl's life but eventually we all agreed. Taken from my diary entries made twelve years ago when I was fourteen, this was my story. It is all true.
My sister Sue and her husband Hal invited me to spend a relaxing long weekend with them at their cabin at Lake Tahoe. August is quite warm and I took little else but some shorts, Levi's, a couple tops, and my swim suit. After the drive up to the lake we spent the remaining hours sitting on the deck in the sun. Sue is a real beauty with long blonde hair and a knockout figure. Hal is one of the most handsome men I've ever seen. Tall, tanned, and well built. I was very fond of Hal and always envied Sue when she married him. Even though I was fourteen, Sue let me have some of the wine they were drinking and I remember getting a little tipsy after two glasses full. We had a nice dinner and chatted a while before turning in.

The next day I spent the morning on the sun deck wearing some shorts and a halter top working on my tan. Sue was in the cabin and Hal was doing some work in his "away office". About noon I came in the living room and sat down with Sue on the sofa. Sue guided our conversation to sex which was a little embarrassing to me since I was still a total virgin. She related how she lost her virginity as a teenager and what a painful experience it was. I remember the night it happened. Sue got home late that evening and came straight to the bedroom we shared. She was crying and seemed in considerable pain. As she undressed I could see blood all over her legs and her panties were soaked with blood. The boy she had been with gave her no chance to relax and prepare. Being anxious and afraid her vagina was dry and when he roughly thrust into her body some of the delicate tissue was torn. He broke her hymen in the same thrust. Sue showered and we tried to sleep but I could hear her crying most of the night. When we got up the next morning there was blood on her sheets and she was still bleeding a little. The whole experience was so painful she did not have sex again until after she and Hal were married. Even then, she told me, she couldn't enjoy sex for quite a while. It was only because Hal was so patient and helped her relax that she began to actively participate. Now they have a full and wonderful sex life, she said.

I felt a little uncomfortable with the conversation but Sue continued. She told me that she did not want me to suffer through such an experience and knew that if I was properly prepared I would love and enjoy sex. Then she shocked me by saying that she and Hal had agreed to undertake my initiation. Sue stood up and took my hand. "Come with me little sister and don't be afraid."

Half stumbling and starting to cry, Sue lead me to my bedroom. Through my tears I begged her not to hurt me. She assured me that was the last thing in the world they wanted to do and again told me not to be afraid. In my bedroom I stood numbly with tears streaming down my cheeks while Sue removed my halter top. She looked at my breasts and told me I had the makings of a beautiful figure. Then she pulled my shorts down to my ankles. Sue put her arms around me and hugged me close to her and told me not to cry and that everything would be fine. A moment later I felt her fingers inside the elastic of my panties and she slipped them down over my buttocks letting them fall down to my ankles on top of my shorts. She pulled me forward and I stepped out of my clothes. Looking at my naked body, she again told me how pretty I was. Even though she tried to comfort me I couldn't help remembering how she was when she came home that first night. Then she handed me a short bathrobe. When I put it on Sue wiped the tears from my face and lead me out of the room and down the hall to their bedroom.

As we entered the room I saw Hal standing by their big poster bed. Hanging from one of the posters was a partially filled enema bag. I recoiled at the sight recalling a few enemas my mother had administered when I was constipated. It was not a happy memory. I blurted out that I didn't need that but Sue guided me to the side of the bed. She explained that an enema would help relax me. Then she told me that if it were properly administered it was an extremely pleasing experience for a woman and one that could not only intensify sex later but could often bring on an orgasm by itself. Hal then told me they would administer a series of enemas. Each one would progressively contain more fluid and my position would be changed. The result would be a thoroughly cleaned and empty bowel. And I would be completely relaxed and more receptive.

Sue sat down on the bed and Hal positioned my on my left side with my head in Sue's lap. Then he drew my legs up into a fetal position with my right leg slightly over my left. This, he explained, was the classic position used in hospitals. I felt him raise the bottom of the robe and knew that I was now fully exposed to him. The embarrassment was overwhelming and I shut my eyes tightly. Hal raised my right cheek and I felt him gently rubbing something slick on my anus. Sue told me not to think about anything except the sensations I felt and again said not to be afraid.

When the nozzle tip first touched me, my anus puckered tightly shut. Hal was rotating the nozzle back and forth as he pressed and it slowly slipped in. I felt every millimeter going in and it didn't hurt at all. A little shiver swept through my entire body as I felt the nozzle slide in and lightly brush my colon. To my surprise, it felt very good and I took pleasure in this new sensation. Hal gently stroked the nozzle in and out while he rotated it back and forth. I had never felt anything like that in my life. Just as I let out a soft moan at this pleasing new sensation I heard a click and suddenly there was a rush of warmth in my lower back and rectum. Sue told me to relax and left the warmth spread through me as Hal continued the manipulation of the nozzle. As I relaxed more I found myself enjoying the administration of my first proper enema.

It only took a few minutes for the one quart solution to enter my body. Hal clipped off the tube, slowly removed the nozzle, and told me to lay still. Since I was not yet ready to have a man see all of me, he left the room. Sue gently rubbed my back and then rolled me over to gently rub my stomach and lower abdomen. Her massage felt wonderful and helped work the solution deeper into my intestines. Before long I could feel the pressure building and Sue guided me to the toilet where she had me sit forward on the seat and lean back slightly. Sue explained that the technique for expelling the enema solution was just as important as how I received it. I was to hold the solution until the pressure really built up and then just relax to let some out. Let the pressure build again and relax. Never force it out.

A moment later I couldn't hold it any longer and, as instructed, just relaxed. A torrent of sudsy warm water and feces burst out of my anus. The feeling was absolutely exquisite and I let out a little moan of pleasure as my body shuddered. I had no idea anything could feel like that. Sue told me Hal had used a solution of warm water with non alkaline soap and lanolin. Alkaline soap will irritate the intestines and cause burning. When I had expelled the enema and cleaned up we rejoined Hal in the living room. Sitting on the sofa I had a wonderfully warm feeling throughout my whole body. We talked for a while and discussed enemas and how to take them. Sue described several positions which we would try later and how often they should be administered. I was now completely relaxed and my inhibitions were almost completely gone. After a while Hal left the room and I knew he was going to prepare my next enema. I was ashamed to admit it but I was looking forward to it.

Sue lead me back to the bedroom where Hal was waiting. The two quart enema bag was full. Again I lay on my left side in the first position with my head in Sue's lap. When Hal touched me to apply the lubricant I reached back to spread my cheeks and gave him full access to my awaiting anus. As he massaged the KY jelly into me I felt a profound wetness welling up in my vagina. I had never experienced such stimulation before and soon the odor of my own lubrication told them their ministrations were having the desired affect. As Hal inserted the nozzle my own juices were dripping from my vagina onto my leg. I couldn't help but sigh as I felt the nozzle shaft entering by body. I heard the click and again the rush of warmth began to fill me. A few minutes later, when I had taken half the bag, Hal stopped the flow and removed the nozzle. Sue told me to roll over on my stomach with my legs apart slightly. In the new position I thrust my hips upward without being told to give Hal access. I badly wanted to feel the sensation of the insertion again. When the enema resumed Hal gently massaged my back while Sue softly told me to think only of the sensation I felt and to let the warmth spread through me. It was wonderful. Hal removed the nozzle when I had accepted the last of the enema and again told me to lay still until the pressure built. It wasn't long before I felt the need to expel the solution and again Sue helped me to the toilet. Once seated she asked if I could control the rest myself and I answered I could. She gave me a loving kiss and left the bathroom just as I released the first of my second enema.

Juices were still flowing from my vagina as I expelled the solution. Without thinking my hand slipped between my legs and I began masturbating. I had done this before but never had I been so wet. Waves of pleasure swept through me as I rubbed my now swollen clitoris while the warm water exited my body. It took extra cleaning this time to get my juices wiped from my inner thighs. I sat there for a few minutes letting the intensity of my feelings subside. There was a little embarrassment that I had so wantonly exposed myself to Hal and that I had gotten so much pleasure out of something that had once been so distasteful.

When I returned to the living room Sue and Hal were there waiting for me. I knew that they were aware of the stimulation I received and how aroused I had become but I still whispered to Sue when I told her what I had done while expelling the enema. She smiled knowingly and gave me big hug. Hal asked how I felt and I told him I felt very good but had a little stomach ache. He told me that was normal cramping after receiving an enema when I wasn't used to it. The cramps soon were gone and I felt warm and completely relaxed. As we chatted I couldn't help but think how much Sue loved me and cared about me to prepare me for what I knew was to follow sometime soon. A half hour later Hal left the room to prepare my next enema. Now I was anxiously awaiting the treatment and when Hal called Sue and I returned to the bedroom. This time she didn't have to lead me. I thought I was ready to receive the enema but what I saw when I entered the room gave me a shock.

Hanging on the poster were two bags with hoses and nozzles attached. One contained two quarts of water and the second one quart. I told Sue it would be too much and I knew I couldn't take it. She told me my insides had expanded some by now but I might not be able hold three quarts yet; however, I needed to take as much as possible for the enema to work deeply into my intestines. This was necessary to give me a thorough cleaning and to rinse out the remaining soap that had migrated deeper into my body. Because I would be placed in three positions this time Sue suggested that I remove my rope. Without hesitation I complied even knowing Hal would now see me completely naked.

I lay on my left side as before and reached back to spread my cheeks for Hal. This time he not only massaged KY jelly around my puckered anus but, because the two previous enemas had washed out my natural lubrication, slipped a finger inside to lubricate the entrance canal. That was the first time anything other than the nozzle had penetrated me. I tensed up for a moment but relaxed and let his finger slip by the sphincter and into my rectum. It really felt good as he rotated his finger spreading the lubricant thoroughly inside me. The shear anticipation caused my juices to start flowing again.

Again the pleasing rush of warmth sent a shudder through my body as I began to fill and a feeling of euphoria seemed to sweep over me. I relaxed and breathed deeply as I felt the warm sensation spreading up my body from my anus and lower back. When the first bag was half empty Hal removed the nozzle and I rolled over on my stomach. The nozzle emdedded in my rectum felt so good I wanted to keep there forever. As I raised my hips I gave a little moan. Hal assured me I could have the nozzle back and again it slipped easily into my anus. The water began flowing and I relished in the continued stimulation that had again caused my vagina to drip. I started to have mild cramps as the bag emptied its contents and Hal removed the nozzle.

Next I was rolled over on my back and Sue held my legs up and apart while Hal inserted the nozzle from the second bag. After it was in I placed my feet on the bed so my legs stayed bent upward and Hal could continue his skilled manipulation of the nozzle. I could see the bag slowly beginning to contract as the water flowed into my body, flooding my rectum and working its way deeper into my intestines. The cramping became worse and very quickly I cried out to Hal that I couldn't take any more and begged him to stop. Hal clamped the hose and while holding the nozzle in my anus he instructed me to arch my back as much as possible. Then he told me to bend forward. Repeating these two moves the pressure subsided and again more water began flowing into me. But shortly later I couldn't hold any more and Hal stopped the enema and withdrew the nozzle. The pressure was intense and the cramping had resumed so Sue quickly helped me up and into the bathroom. I felt heavy and bloated and couldn't help but notice that my belly seemed distended a little. Once on the toilet I couldn't hold the enema any longer and it began gushing out of my body in torrents. I started sweating and my whole body shuddered with several spasms. In spite of that I was overwhelmed with the sexual stimulation as I evacuated my first three quart enema. Once again my thighs were coated with fluid that still seeped from my vagina. That was the closest I had ever come to an orgasm. I had obviously had what was for me a very erotic experience, something I didn't realized at the time was possible for a girl my age.

I sat on the toilet for some time as water continued to drain from my upper intestines. Finally I cleaned up and returned to the living room to join Sue and Hal. My stomach hurt quite a bit but again Hal and Sue assured me it was normal cramping and it would soon stop. Sue turned to Hal and ask him to give her an enema too. It seemed that she had become very aroused just watching me. Hal told her she had just had one a few days ago but she pleaded and finally he agreed. Besides, she noted, I would be draining for a while yet and then we both could both take the warm oil. I had no idea what she was talking about and she didn't explain. They got up and headed for their bedroom leaving me alone. The urge to expel came over me again so I used their guest bathroom to evacuate some more of the last enema. As I finished Sue came into the room wearing a rope and asked if I wanted to watch. I hesitated for a moment but she assured me she didn't mind. After all, she had been with me for three such events so I followed her into their room.

Hanging on the poster was a full two quart bag but the nozzle was definitely different. It was much thicker than the standard pipe I had taken and there were rows of little bumps on the four inch shaft. Clearly, this didn't come from Walgreens Drug store. Sue dropped her rope and for the first time since we were children I saw her magnificent body. Her full and erect breasts were not large but perfectly sized for her height. The nipples were jutting straight out as she was already stimulated by the anticipation of something she obviously enjoyed very much. The only untanned part of her body was a small patch on each breast and a wedge at her pubis. She had shaved all but a small part of her pubic hair in order to wear a very skimpy bikini that showed off her stunning figure. Even at fourteen I was a bit jealous of my sister's good looks but knew I had time to grow. She gave Hal a long wet kiss and lay down on her belly with her legs spread. Hal positioned himself between her legs and began massaging body lotion around her anus. Sue began moaning and squirming in delight. As his fingers became coated he slipped a finger deep into her anus which made her moan with pleasure. Working his finger in and out of her body brought Sue to an increased height of tension and pleasure. Soon she could stand no more and rolled over on her back pulling her legs all the way up. She begged Hal to start the enema but he teased her some more. Finally he inserted the large nozzle while rotating it back and forth. Sue's cries of passion grew louder as she again begged Hal to start her enema. But he now slipped a finger into her dripping vagina while still manipulating the nozzle. Sue began bucking and thrashing around as her cries grew still louder. I had never seen such a sight nor did I even believe a woman could be so aroused that she totally lost control of her body. Finally Hal stopped the loving torture by taking his finger out of her vagina and releasing the clamp. As the warm water entered her rectum Sue screamed and arched her back then fell back on the bed. That initial rush of her enema had brought her to an orgasm. More water had drained down in my rectum and the urge to expel it was getting very intense. I was so fascinated by what I was witnessing that I tightened every muscle to hold my own enema. She lay there taking the enema, softly moaning with her hips slowly twisting back and forth as Hal manipulated the large nozzle. I could see her love juices trickling from her vagina as she writhed in pleasure. When she had taken the two quarts she asked Hal for more but he told her that was enough for now. As Hal removed the large nozzle I dashed to the other toilet just in time to expel the last of my enema.

I heard Sue evacuating her enema and when she finished we both lay naked on their bed. We talked for a while and Sue released the rest of the water that had drained down. Then she told me about the warm oil we would both receive. After an enema and particularly after a large one, the natural lubricants are washed from the intestines and rectum. Olive oil is a wonder lubricant to replace the natural oils and also makes a good sex lube. Soon Hal entered the room carrying a long neck feminine bulb syringe and a tube of KY jelly. Sue lay on her back with her legs pulled up as Hal inserted the greased shaft. Slowly he penetrated deeper until all six inches had entered and the bulb was pressed firmly against her anus. When she was ready, Hal squeezed the bulb hard and sent eight ounces of hot olive oil into Sue's bowels. Sue relaxed as Hal withdrew the syringe and left the room to reload for me. I had been told that it was necessary to inject the oil deep in the rectum and as near the first curve of intestine as possible. From there some would be absorbed and some would saturate the rectum and upper anal canal. When Hal returned I too lay on my back and pulled my legs up. The pipe slipped in without any discomfort and Hal guided it in slowly. Being smaller than Sue, the pipe penetrated my rectum completely and settled in the base of my intestine. Hal gave me a minute to relax and adjust to having something that large lodged in my body. I said I was ready and he squeezed the bulb. The sudden impact of the hot oil shooting up into my intestines took my breath away and I gasp. It didn't hurt but frightened me a little at first.

As the oil seeped down and coated the more sensitive nerves in my rectum I felt the intensity of the heat building. Sue and I retained the oil for fifteen or twenty minutes before heading for the toilet. Fatigue was setting in from the intense experiences I had been subjected to so I went to my room and lay down. Sue came with me and suggested I nap for a while. She would come for me when it was time. Although I tried to sleep, the thought of having sex for the first time and the natural fear kept me awake. I knew that Sue and Hal had prepared me for the experience and that I would not suffer the same fate as Sue and many other girls. Without knowing it I drifted off to sleep.

It was evening when Sue awoke me. I showered and returned to my bedroom where Sue was waiting. She asked if I was afraid and I admitted I was. Sue put her arms around me and held me close to her. She told me that since I was a complete virgin there would be some pain and bleeding but that was normal. When my periods started I used only pads and had not even had a tampon inserted in my vagina. Sue said she would be with me and help me through the hard part. That made me feel better just knowing she would be there. She then said she would give me a final piece of assistance to make it easier for me. Sue told me to lay back on the bed and spread my legs as wide apart as I could. A towel was placed under me and Sue carefully inserted a rectal bulb syringe into my vagina. Gently she injected some warm olive oil and removed the syringe. When the oil drained on the towel I still had a nice coating inside that would help me through what I felt would probably be a painful but natural event in a girl's life.

I put on a robe and followed Sue to the living room. The only light came from candles. Soft music filled the room and on the floor in the center was a large pad, about the size of a single bed mattress, that was covered with a white sheet. Hal was wearing a robe and stood at one end of the pad. Without being told I removed my robe and lay down on the pad. Sue sat down by me and put my head in her lap and gently stroked my face. Hal raised my legs until my feet were flat on the pad with my heels nearly touching my buttocks. Then I felt his hands between my knees and he gently spread my legs apart and knelt between them. He took off his robe but from the position I could not see his penis. This, I learned, was done intentionally since the first sight of the shaft and realization that it would soon be painfully forced inside your body causes many girls to tense up and dry out quickly.

As Hal leaned forward his body pushed my legs farther apart. Sue told me to relax as much as possible and to feel everything. It was, she said, an experience only a girl can have and it can happen only once in her life. A moment later I felt the first contact as the tip of Hal's penis touched the entrance to my vagina. There was pressure and discomfort as my body strained to accept its first penetration. The discomfort turned to pain as Hal pressed the head of his penis farther into my vaginal opening. I began squirming and moving my hips to relieve the increasing pain but nothing helped. I couldn't take any more and cried out for Hal to stop. He seemed just too big for a fourteen year old and I feared I would be badly torn. He eased off the pressure and Sue gently told me I was almost there and to try and relax then give a little push with my hips. Hal resumed the pressure while I pushed a little. The stretching, which a moment before was unbearable, suddenly eased as I felt Hal's foreskin pass my labia and enter my body. The head of his penis was now pressed firmly against my hymen and a different pain welled up between my legs. My breathing became rapid and was more like gasping for breath. In spite of the preparation, which I knew had been excellent, and how slow and gentle Hal was working, this really hurt. Sue still held my head in her lap and whispered in my ear to give one really hard push. Mustering my courage, I pushed up while Hal pushed down. The pain increased as the soft tissue membrane stretched to its limit before it finally ruptured. There was a sudden burst of intense hot pain that shot through my lower body as my hymen tore. It was like a knife being thrust between my legs and into my pelvis. My eyes flew open wide. I gasp and screamed as I became a woman. Clutching my arms around Hal's back I instinctively thrust my hips to stifle the searing pain. As the head of Hal's penis passed my ruptured hymen I screamed again.

Sue held me tightly and whispered reassuring words in my ear. The initial shock of pain subsided and I felt warmth on my legs, my anus, and between my buttocks. I knew I was bleeding. Hal pressed in a little deeper then stopped and drew back slightly. Another little push and he was deeper inside me. This gentle seesaw movement continued with each stroke going deeper into my vagina. Every movement caused more pain as the tearing of my hymen and the stretching of my vagina progressed but the pain was never as bad as it had been. With each slow thrust I could feel my insides stretching to accept Hal's penis. Finally, one last push and I felt Hal press against my womb. He stopped for a while to let me catch my breath. Now other sensations began to well up. I was tolerating the pain and started moving my hips a little. Gradually we began stroking together. My excitement increased and I forgot the pain as waves of an intense new pleasure swept over me. I became frantic in my cries of pleasure as Hal pressed harder into me than before then pinioned me to the pad. The head of his penis was pressed hard against my cervix when he ejaculated. Heavy pulses of hot seamen and sperm filled my young vagina and sprayed between my labia onto my thighs and on the pad. With the head of Hal's penis pressed firmly against my cervix, I felt a slight burning sensation as part of his fluid was injected through the tiny cervical opening and directly into my uterus.

Slowly I released my grip on Hal's back and he withdrew. I lay there gasping for breath. There was still considerable pain but it seemed pushed far back in my mind compared to the other feelings that now overwhelmed me. I was indeed a woman. After a few moments Sue helped me up into a sitting position. I looked down and saw blood all over the sheet and on my legs. My vagina was having spasms and with each contraction bloody seamen ran out onto the pad. I began crying but my tears were a mixture of pain and pleasure. Sue gave me another big hug and after a while helped my up and into the bathroom for a long soak in the tub. When I had dried off and put my robe on I went back to the living room. Hal and Sue had removed the pad and put the bloody sheet in the laundry. The furniture was back in its original place and only the candles lit the room. A glass of wine was waiting for me. I thanked Sue and Hal for what they had done for me and gave each a loving kiss. I knew they loved me and cared about me. It was now about eight o'clock in the evening.

About two hours later Hal gave Sue a questioning look. She returned a "yes" nod and he left the room. A few minutes later Sue got up, took my hand and lead me back to their bedroom. I had no idea what they were planning. When we entered the room Hal was waiting by the bed. Without saying anything Sue removed my robe and I stood completely naked before Hal. He took off his robe and for the first time I saw his penis as we faced each other. Even though I had willingly given up my virginity to him an hour before, I was still somewhat embarrassed to be looking at his naked body. It looked huge and I couldn't believe a woman's body could accept something like that. I didn't know how much he had put inside me but I knew that for a first time it was all I could handle. Sue laid me face down on the bed with my legs apart. Next she massaged my entire rectal area with a lanolin body lotion. Every so often she inserted a finger into my anus to spread some of the lotion inside. It was obvious what was going to happen and I became terribly frightened at the realization that Hal's penis was going to be pushed through my anus and up inside my rectum. I told Sue I was afraid but she assured me it would be okay. I was positioned on my knees with my legs spread and head down resting on a pillow. As Sue put her hands on my shoulders I felt Hal getting on the bed and positioning himself between my legs. She told me to relax and not to tense up, then reached over my back and spread my cheeks wide. I tried to imagine what was going to happen as being something like accepting a very large enema nozzle. That kind of penetration, and even someone's finger, had felt good but this really scared me.

At the first contact of Hal's penis my anus puckered tightly shut. Hal applied a constant, but not hard, pressure. Bit by bit my sphincter muscle relaxed and Hal's penis, which he had greased with KY jelly, finally slipped through my anus and into my rectum. The sensation was like nothing I could imagine and is still impossible to describe very well. I began to wail as I felt his foreskin pass through. Suddenly I experienced strong contractions as I began to have spasms. Hal stopped immediately when I cried out and we waited till the contractions stopped. Then slowly he pressed farther into my rectum with a seesaw motion. With each forward movement the penetration was deeper. I began to experience a feeling of fullness and a need to evacuate. As my body became more accustomed to his presence that feeling abated and was replaced with the same sexual stimulation I felt with the enemas only this time it was far more intense. Although there was a little pain deep inside I began to buck and thrust against Hal. Before too long Hal held me tightly by my hips and pulled back till just the head of his penis was inside me. A moment later I felt a sudden hot pulse in my anal canal and lower rectum as Hal started to ejaculate. He knew I felt it when I cried out and with one motion pulled me back hard as he thrust his hips forward driving his penis completely into my rectum. I screamed as I felt the rest of his ejaculation being shot deep into my lower intestine. When Hal withdrew I fell forward on the bed unable to move and gasping for breath. It was my first seminal enema and I wanted to hold it forever.

After a quick shower we all gathered in the living room for another glass of wine. There was a dull pain in my anus and lower back and my vagina
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